Sometimes, I would just like to think the more times I fail, the more I would learn. I question if my effort actually changes anything at all. If there is one thing I know, trying is ALWAYS better then not trying, but I feel like I just set myself up to expect something that never happens. Wish life can be straight forward at times.
It feels so awkward. I’d rather just text. If you don’t know what to reply with you can take all the time you want without them awkward silences. Plus talking on the phone is tiring, you gotta hold that phone for like forever. The only time I talk on the phone is if I really need something or if you’re a really close friend. If i’ve ever talked to you on the phone to an extent, feel special. Yeah.
All of this, and I never know what to say. Don’t call me expecting me to pick up and hold a conversation with you, because I can’t. LOLOL
I find it sad that from a race of mammals that we cannot communicate through voice anymore. Let alone face to face. We hide behind a fucking monitor, phone, and whatever else and type with text like it is the fucking 19th century using telegraphs. Kids need to learn proper communication skills. Good fucking luck in the real world.