I saw two people that made my day better for as shitty as it was.
I had class from 12-7, straight no breaks. I had to skip part of my 1pm lecture to go buy a fucking parking pass cause they were closed before 12…ON THE THIRD WED OF EVERY MONTH…just my luck…. then I went to my car, grabbed my first meal of the day, and went to computer lab from 7:30 to 1am. I’m exhausted. The hard part of my program works…BUT I’M STILL NOT DONE. I spent 17 hours on this program since monday. i Haven’t started studying for my math midterm friday yet…or physics quiz friday…I’m about to explode.
On the brighter note, I saw Sheryl. She’s been on campus for 5 weeks and this is the first time I’ve seen her in almost 2 years. I had the biggest smile on my face. She didn’t even notice me at first on Library walk. LOL. and I also saw angela(@angelahonggg) it’s been forever. Thanks you two for making my day that much better.
I remember sunday’s in the fall with my dad. Waking up early with the sun rising, going into my parents room with the windows shining through jumping on their bed. After, we would get ready to go to carls jr to eat breakfast, just my dad, my brother, and I. It was a weekly thing every Sunday and we would order the same thing every week. I loved it. Sundays where then spent watching football all day and just relaxing. Sometimes my mom would wanna go shopping, so as my mom shopped, my dad would take my brother and I around the mall to look at things we liked. Sundays were nice. I’m sad that I can’t spend this Sunday with him. I can’t believe it will be 6 years tomorrow…
I’m sitting here fuming while I think about the state of things in this country.
And I get it. The GOP’s agenda is to get President Obama out of office and instead of putting forward qualified, well-rounded candidates, they’re sabotaging any and all legislation by introducing bills that are a waste of time and energy while the rest of us drown in debt, mortgages, bad loans, or monthly debit card “usage fees” (FUCK YOU BANK OF AMERICA) all while being paid less than a living wage (if we’re even lucky enough to have a fucking job).
I get it. I do.
But what I don’t understand is how stupid this whole thing is. It’s like the republicans are just saying, “I don’t want state-funded abortions.”
And then everyone else is like, “Cool. The Hyde Amend-“
GOP: “No state-funded abortions.”
DEMS: “OKAY. But the Hyde amendment makes sure there aren’t any.”
So the next round of legislation comes around and it’s held up because:
GOP: “No state-funded abortions!”
DEMS: “It says specifically on line 2 of the bill that abortions won’t be state-funded.”
GOP: “No state-funded abortions.”
So then they have to separate everything out into separate bills because the GOP is just blatantly lying bout fucking everything. And they do this with SO MANY bills. The dems could try to pass something that says rainbows and sunshine are a good thing and the GOP would claim it’s trying to sneak in state-funded abortions.
I just CAN’T anymore.
And also, from a medical perspective I am just pissed THE FUCK off.
Letting a patient die in front of you is not an acceptable thing to do as a doctor. Not giving aid to someone who is dying is a crime. And if you go into medicine and refuse to treat someone in the middle of a miscarriage who is dying because of Jesus or whatever then you should get the fuck out of medicine because by that logic helping anyone get better would be against God’s plan.
You came in with an ear infection that could easily be treated with antibiotics? NOPE. FUCK YOU. GOD WANTS YOU TO LOSE YOUR HEARING.
You came in with strep throat?
NOPE. FUCK YOU. NO ANTIBIOTICS FOR YOU, YOU GET TO DIE WHEN IT TRAVELS TO YOUR BRAIN.
You’ve got cancer?
NOPE. FUCK YOU. THAT TUMOR IS A GIFT FROM GOD. SUCK IT UP AND ENJOY HOSPICE CARE, WIMP.
You need an organ transplant?
NOPE. FUCK YOU. GOD WANTED YOU TO LIVE WITH YOUR DISEASED KIDNEYS, YOU INGRATE.
Of course, all of those scenarios would be fucking absurd to turn a patient away when they are in need of treatment. The ONLY case it’s acceptable is when someone comes into the clinic/ER/hospital in need of an emergency abortion.
You’re bleeding to death from a miscarriage?
NOPE. FUCK YOU. HERE’S A PANTYLINER.
Your Fallopian Tube might ruptured from an ectopic pregnancy?
NOPE. FUCK YOU. WE’VE GOTTA WAIT UNTIL YOUR TUBE EXPLODES AND IRREVOCABLY DAMAGES YOUR FUTURE FERTILITY.
If you’re going into medicine and there are scenarios in which you absolutely will NOT treat a patient, YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS GOING INTO MEDICINE AND ARE A DISGRACE TO THE PROFESSION. Your religion should not dictate the medical choices of your patients.
No, seriously, I completely fucking agree.
I swear to god, I read a new article on some GOP-proposed bill that includes some provision to block abortion or access to abortion or provision so that you have to pay it out of pocket or some other ridiculous abortion-related bill every day.
Really, Republicans, are we really going to keep this going and going and going? Really? Do you really hate the thought of women having recreational sex that much? Because, you know what, I’m sorry but I don’t believe it’s for the sanctity of life bullshit that you all claim.
And why do I believe that? The party that stresses the importance of a military and keeping alive the three wars that have resulted in thousands and thousands and thousands of deaths?
The party that fucking worships the second amendment? Thou shall not worship any idols… unless it packs a shit ton of firepower!
The party that consistently fights against welfare and other social programs?
The party that believes a government-funded healthcare system is the worst-possible-thing-devil-socialism-end-of-the-world concept that you could provide a society with?
The party that cheers when they hear about high execution rates in a state?